VoNiChIwA
Female
kapiti coast

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Sunday, February 28, 2016
what i really want
andami lang pumapasok sa utak ko right this very moment.. and kelangan ko ulit to i dispose but this time medyo ok naman siya paano ba? dispose but not totally.. get? ayun wala lang.. WHAT I REALLY WANT.. ano ba talaga gusto ko. kasi parang lagi akong may ideal shit sa buhay ko, pero bakit hindi ko nagagawa? masyado kasi akong nakakatakot.. well nung inakyat ko yung TE MATA PEAK.. in 5 seconds.. boom!!! alam ko na! :D. Grabe ewan ko.. yung thought lang na "Hard Work" masyadong mabigat.. it should be.. "Love your Work" kasi masyadong pressuring ang Hard Work alam mo yun parang tunog na walang enjoyment.. maganda kasi kung yung ginagawa mo is out of love.. same lang naman sila ng effect with Hard Work PERO yung process sobrang magkaiba.. and yung EFFECT nun sa tao is much different.. so you should always LOVE your work.. not working HARD on it.. may sense ba? ANYWAY.. yung idea din of calling yourself SMART over BEAUTIFUL.. wala lang.. yan magkaiba.. and you both won't get it at the same time. you're either of the two or none at all? may sense din ba? OH WELL.. ewan ko.. frustrating isipin na wala ako ngayon sa lahat ng ad agency sa buong mundo. Pero kasi alam mo yun (teka, hello tita Bhel! :D). iniisip ko kung gusto ko pa ba? paano kaya? or ano ba talaga ang gusto kong gawin? gusto ko i develop ang sarili ko.. sure nasa grocery ako nagwowork ngayon. but i WANT something sa kung asan ako ngayon.. dito ko aayusin ang lahat lahat.. "there's always time to do things RIGHT". ewan ko pagpasok ko.. i'm gonna change my perpective little by little.. sad that people think na "c/o lang naman yang trabaho na yan".. parang "fine arts LANG" puro LANG.. nakakasawa na marinig sa tao nakakalungkot.. but alam mo yung if you make something.... (shit that again).. T______T.. ewan ko kung anong topak.. anyway.. EWAN KO LANG TALAGA. nawasak naman ako dun.. ok.. i'm ok..

Posted at 06:28 pm by VoNiChIwA

 

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